Perhaps :)

Today i went for car traning . . . 
Today was my 1st hour for car training . . .
Seriously , im nt very worry about tht . . .
The most i curious is who is my trainer . . .
I wonder to know . . 
I hope he is a good trainer . . .
I felt lucky , because the uncle was very friendly . .
He kept talking with me . . SOmemore the content is nt about the training ~.~
He said tht i wont be so stress when driving because of our conversation ^.^
Hehe , next training will be on Thursday. . .
Hopefully i can do my best :D

Sometimes i really feel myself poor indeed...
Lack of willpower and determination . .
Just like i going for drum practise , i cant do my best ...
I feel like i want to give up. .
I feel myself is a loser gradually . .
I really hope tht there is a people to scold me to wake up . .
And stop dreaming anymore. .
I dun like to do some activities which are make me feeling stress . .
But until one day , i realize tht i should not give up easily . .
I ask my mum : " Mum , today i dun want go for drum practise can or not ?"
Mum :" Why ? Why u want to give up easily ? U just practise only 1 time then u dun want to try anymore ?"
I : " Erm . . . Perhaps im not interested ? Mum , i just feel like i dun want to go .. . "
Mum : " Why nt u go for practise and do ur best ? Mayb it is not difficult ?
I : " Okay lo . . i go lo then ~ . . . 


After going the practise , i got another idea , that is i dun want to give up . . .
Because it is very wasted . . . i already spent many hours for practise . .
I want to give myself a last chance . . .
Perhaps i can do my best in next drum test . . .
Thank you ,mummy/......
Is u let me know I cant so easy to give up , especially the things which are not finish yet ! Gambateh for myself ! :DD I can do it !!

Perhapssssssssssssssss . . . . . . . .
So many Perhaps . . . . Why Perhaps keep following me ?
Gods`plan is doomed . .
Why keep meeting some people even by the roadside ?
The people who I never contact since those days ,
The people who already decide to leave u since those days ,
The most funny thing is he / she never change even his/her face and body shape
I really hope somedays i never meet He/She anymore . .
The most sadly is I never forgot the moment ! ARGHHHHHHHHHH !
Perhaps ! Perhaps ! Perhaps !
Perhaps 1 day i will lost in this world in sudden . . .
Perhaps 1 day all my friends will leave me soon . . .
Perhaps 1 day the world will collapse , all the people losing . . Earth DIE ?
Perhaps 1 day some unexpected things will happen . . .
Perhaps 1 day i will lose my memory ever . .
So many Perhaps tht we cant calculate and investigate . . 
Perhaps I already lose myself because until now i still cant b hardworking . .
Everyday sure gt INTERNET to accompany me . . .
Homework not finish yet ! Revision not revise yet !
Am i a loser ？ Am i a idler ?
Haiz ! Any 1 can save me from the trouble ?
I really cant describe it . . . i Just need some time to think something nicely !

In Those Days

已经有一个月没有更新部落格了. .
没什么特别原因. .
不是懒惰 , 就是没什么事情可诉说. .
不是忙碌 , 就是没心情、没兴致 blogging

今天的我终于撇开以上的原因更新部落格. .

最近 , 不懂为什么心里好像有很多话要说. .
但是似乎找不到对象要分享. .
或许我不太想与他人分享. .
我的毛病就是感觉身边好想拥有好多朋友
但是一旦发生任何事 , 感觉身边的朋友都变得不可靠. .
对不起 , 或许我不该要有这样的想法. .
毕竟还是有真正关心我的朋友. .
朋友之间的相处之道 , 我似乎还不能完全领悟. .
或许人与人之间的相处 ，最重要还是讲求真心与坦诚. .
有人说 , 朋友不要嫌多, 但是知己只需几位就已经足够 , 哪怕只有一位知己 = )

中六终于开课了 ! !
在这之前 , 我可是带着既兴奋又紧张的心情等待 . .
新的开始 , 新的出发 ！
我一定要收拾好心情 , 准备迎接新的挑战 : D

我的新学校就是圣乔治中学 ------ St . George Instituition  : )

第一天报到 , 还可以啦 ！ 

听说是 Orientation 3 个星期 , 但是也太长了吧 = . =
本来是打算转校 , 但是最后选择不转 . .
当中也包括很多原因啦 , 其中一个就是转校手续很麻烦. .
嘻嘻 ！ 还不错. . 第一天就让我看到了很帅的学长. . ^ ^

新学校 、 新环境 、 新朋友
告诉自己一定要努力 ! 好好珍惜及把握念书的日子 ！
不要因为艰难而放弃自己 , 认定自己将会失败 , 反之必须坚强熬过去 !

M O T H E R`S   D A Y 

昨晚提早庆祝母亲节. .
这是替奶奶庆祝的 . .
又是家人聚在一起的时候了. .
呵呵 , 有好料吃 ！ 想不增肥也好难咯 = . =
还有巧克力蛋糕 ｎ＿＿ｎ

                                       巧克力蛋糕 : D

                                       <3 姐妹们大合照 <3

G R A N D F A T H E R

外公身体不怎么好. .

去年开始 ， 他的健康已经出现问题. .
因为病情不算轻微 , 所以需要动手术. .
原本以为动了手术 , 病情会减轻 , 身体会逐渐康复. .
谁知今年的病情令我们感到出乎意料. .
行动开始不方便 , 排泄也造成了很多不便. .

人老了 , 有病在身真的很辛苦. .
好希望外公好起来 , 像以前那样. .
记得在我很小的时候 , 那时的我在上幼儿园 , 是您载送我上下课. .
以前公孙之间聊很多事情 , 您很疼我们 , 甚至以前是您照顾妹妹. .
现在您病了 , 我似乎没有为你做太多事情. .

只问你 : " 怎样 ? 伤口还痛吗 ？ 今天过得怎样 ? 是不是还腰酸背痛 ? "

好想念以前那健康的您 , 生气勃勃 ! 多么健壮. .
外公 , 衷心地希望您好起来. . 千万不要放弃自己 ！